Pta nahi kaise likhne lga hoon ek nigah part 11
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bas ek aur din yun hi chala gaya…
fir kuch kehna tha.. fir wahi mann main reh gaya…
ek ansun in ankhon se nikal jaye to rok leta hun…
kisi apne ka khayal kar leta khush ho leta hun…
ek nigah main ane ko kisi ki machal jaate hain armaan…
ek nigah bhar ke to koi dekhe… fir maange to khushi se dedun apni jaan…
bahaot dino baad fir udas hua hai mann..
baat ye nahin ki kuch bura hua hai fir aaj…
bas dukhi hun kyunki ane wale kal se hun anjaan…
jo kal bitaye hain maine.. main hi janata hun unka chehra kitna bhayanak tha…
bas har baar khush ho jaya karta tha…
yahi soch kar ki ye mera kal hi to tha…
aaaj main kushi dhoondhne chala hun..kal ka kya bharosa…
aaj to khuda bhi mere saath hai… kal main khuda ke pass chala jaun to kya bharosa…
kisi ne na samjha ki main wo nahin jo dikhta hun…
wo hi dekha hamesha jo main nahin dikhta hun…
har kisi ko mere khushi bhare chehre ko dekhne ki adat hai…
mujhe bhi ab to har ansun khushi ke dikhane ki adata hai…
kya manga tha khuda se bas apno ka sath.. ek khushi sabke anchal main…
mujhe hi bana diya unke rone ka karan bhi… jod diya unke har dukh ke karan main…
ek kahani dil main chupaye baitha hun.. darta hun koi sunega bhi ki nahin…
sun bhi leta hai to bas humdardi mil jaati hai…
aur badnaseeb hue to shayari samajh kar wah wahi mil jati hai…
ab to dard ko bantne ka ek naya sadhan mil gaya hai…
fir chahe shayari se kyun na mera dard aur badh gaya hai..
pehle to bejubaan tha dard …..
ab to use shabdon se baat karne ka jariya mil gaya hai….
sunane ko to suna dun ek haseen dastaan..
par sabhi ko mera dard sunne main hi maza aagaya hai…
aur muhe shayad sunane ka mauka mil gaya hai….
nahin kehta ki main hun sabse achcha is jahan main….
par kisi ka bura bhi nai chaha jaagte ya khabon main….
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aaj bhi jaane kyun uska intezaar rehta hai…
aaj bhi jaane kyun dil usse milne ko bekarar hai…
ek nazar bhar ke bhi nahin dekhte wo ab…
meri nazren jane kyun ek deedaar ko betaab hai…
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Unka chehra hai ya koi aine main chaand ka aks hai…
humain to Har ada chaand ki tumhi se lagti hai…
Kabhi poonam to jaise khushi aur arjoo se bhara noor…
Kabhi aadhaa to thoda sa gumgeen thoda sa udaas majmoon…
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Wo kehte hain pyar main tumne aisa kya kar diya…
unka Ek baar kahna tha, aur humne unhe chor diya…
hum khushi se jaan dedete agar kehte…
aur unhone humain jinda hi “chor” diya…
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ye kaali raat ke andhere main bhi apna pan hai..
din ke ujaale main to log paraye nazar ate hain…
mana kiski se na milne ka dukh to kam nahin hota hai…
par usse mil ke bichad jaane ka gum bardasht nahin hota hai…
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har roz dil ka haal lafzon main utaar ke rakh deta hun….
har lafz par ek ansun ka katra kho deta hun…
na jaane kyun in ankhon main fir se nami hai….
jab roj teri yadon ko apne ashkon se baha deta hun…
ab to main bhi sawan ka sataya lagta hun…
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koi parwana bhi meri jindagi ko nahin badlega…
wo to ek baar jalta hai main to har lamha jala karta hun…
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Duniya ko nahin fark padta koi…
main jeeta hun ya marta hun…
tumse umeed lagayi thi…
tum bhi duniya waale hi nikle…
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Itna to pata tha mera sath chor jaoge…
par ye andaaza na tha ki itna door chale jaoge…
sab nishaniya pyar ki fanah kar jaoge…
par is dil se khud ko kaise nikal paoge…
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kahiye kya jaroorat hai charagon ki humain…
jalne ko to humara dil bhi khak hua hai…
iska andaaz bhi nahin tumhain…
kitna khauf hai roshni se ab humain…
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Khudaya ve…mera ishq bhi kitna ajeeb…
na hi mera koi raqeeb ….
na hi wo mere kareeb…
fir bhi Jinda hun main bad naseeb…
jaane kaunsi hai ek umeed…
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bas ek khwab main jiya… haqikat main to jindagi kahan thi…
har khushi ko khwab main hi dekha… haqikat to khushi ke kareeb kahan thi…
khwabon main dekha hai sab behtareen… haqikat main to kamchalau bhi kahan thi…
haqikat to haqikat hi thi… mera khwab kahan thi…
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har baat aahon main reh jaati hai…
har bol sanson main atak jaate hain…
main khud se kahun na kahun ek bhi raaj…
meri nigahon main chupe khayalat bayan kar jate hain…
bas jee lete hain ye meri jindagi jo hai…
nahin to haqiqat main jindagi bas naam ki reh gayi hai…
jiye hain jo jakhm, unke nasoor to nahin…
bas unki yaden tanhai main tadpaane ko reh jati hain…
(har baat ahon main reh jati hai…
har bol sanson main atak jaate hain…
main kahun na kahun ek raaj…
meri shayari bayan kar jaati hain…
bas jeete hain jindagi hai…
nahin to haqiqat main jindagi bas naam ki reh gayi hai….
jiye jakhmo ke naasoor to nahin…
bas unki yaden tadpane ko reh jaati hain…)
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nikle to phool ki talaash main the…
kanton se daman bhar gaya…
aur wo jo kichad main rehte the….
unhe kamal ka phool mil gaya….
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jise bhi humane chaha wo humain chor chale…
jisse bhi umeed lagai wahi na umeed kar chale…
humain jindagi ki chah kahan thi…
aur maut ke saye bhi humain jinda hi chor chale…
bharosa kya karen begano ka…
humain to apne hi daga de chale…
har baar kismat se samjhota kiya humnain…
aur waqt ke har lamhe bina samjhote ke chalte chale…
jinke bharose jeete the wahi jete ji humain maar chale…
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Kisse kahaniyan nahin…haqiqat hai jindagi ye meri….
kabhi pariyan ya jadugar nahin…bas zara si khushi ki chahat hai meri…
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tujhe dil se nikalna asan nahin…
teri yadon ko bhulana mumkin hi nahin….
asia lagtahai hai dil main teri yaden hain, meri dhadkan nahin…
sason main bas teri khushboo hai aur kuch bhi nahin…
218.
bhool jaane ko to bhool jayen tumhen..
bas shuruwat khud ko mitane se karni hai…
kehne ko to dil hai mera apna, kaise dedun tumhen…
bas is dard ka ant tere ashiyane ko dil se mitane se karni hai…
219.
naina nihaare re tere neele naina….
mera mann na maane re mera kehna….
deedon main mere chilka hai tere noor ka…
bas akhri jalwa tere naksh ho naseeb aur koi nazara nahin dekhna…
dard –e-dil hi kafi jivan main kuch aur nahin sehna…
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humain aisa bhi kya kar diya aaj kal …
ki sab ne bheed main alag sa kar rakkha hai…
humne to fir bhi nakaab odha logon ne to chehron pe chehra laga rakkha hai… samajh ka nazariya hi kuch aisa hai…
jab dil hi kaale hain to chehron main kya rakhkha hai…
